"somewhere sunny and 75!"

Our traveling adventures have begun! Last Friday Max and I and our good friends Kyle and Emily narrowly escaped what ended up being one of the worst blizzards in the past 30 years or so and made a quick exit out of the state to sunny SAN DIEGO :) We couldn't have chosen a better weekend to leave!
Road conditions on Thursday were not pleasant in the slightest, but after saying goodbye to our kiddos knowing they were in good hands for the weekend ahead, we decided to head up to the cities Thursday night before catching our 9am flight on Friday. Thank goodness we did! Friday ended up slamming us with a ridiculous snowstorm and we were extremely thankful that since we were flying west, and not east, our flight was not delayed/canceled. We landed in San Diego around noon on Friday we were literally shocked by the sight of palm trees and sunshine. We were those OBVIOUS tourists who were literally stripping off layers as we were making our way to Kristin's car. Needless to say, my beloved Merrell wool socks were no longer needed and were quickly replaced with sandals!

First thing we did after finding Kristin was had lunch at the perfect little spot on the water!

Cocktails at noon? Of course! (Okay, mine was a 'mocktail' --but it was amazing!)

We finished off the rest of Friday with a little shopping before making our way to Kristin and Eric's home to settle in. That night we had dinner at Cafe Coyote in Old Town. It was delicious! I can't back it up, but I heard the margaritas were bomb too ;) 

Saturday morning we were up and moving quite early (thanks to the time change!) so after grabbing some coffee, we loaded up and headed to a 9am breakfast in La Jolla at Brockton Villa on the cove. Once again, yummy food and even better views!

The view from Brockton Villa--can't beat it :) 

Post breaskfast - pre kayak tour photo opp ;) 

the girls! 

After breakfast we did a 2 hour kayak tour and then spent some time wandering in and out of the little shops before grabbing a quick lunch at The Cheese Shop (highly recommend their sandwiches!) and heading back to the beach to TRY and eat them. Instead we were attacked by seagulls (duh, what are we, from out of state or something??) and if you know anything about me at all you would know that my deepest fear usually consists of birds, so therefor, we ended up taking our sandwiches to go. We are lucky to have made it out of there alive after Kyle "accidentally" spilled his entire bag of chips. We all ran. Fast. And then we laughed almost to the point of peeing. Live and learn! 

After our morning adventures we relaxed for part of the afternoon, had a little facetime action with my munchkins back home, took naps, and just enjoyed having nothing to do! After a while we began to get ready for our dinner that night at Searsuckers in the gaslamp district. Another awesome place to eat! This was also where Max and I were able to find out the sex of babyj :) I'll save that for a seperate post!

@ Searsuckers anxiously awaiting our gender reveal for johnson baby #3 :) Note to self: remove facial sunscreen before getting ready for the night so you don't look quite so ghostly! Oops!

Following a late dinner, we headed back to our 'home' for the weekend and celebrated for a bit before heading to bed. Sunday morning was another gorgeous day and while Kristin and Eric went to church, the four of us sat outside their garage in lawn chairs because we just couldn't justify spending a second inside since it was our last full day in San Diego. We are classy like that ;) Next up we made the trek up Cowles Mountain for a hike/picnic. Beautiful views awaited us at the top. 

Getting ready to head up! It was a relatively decent hike, nothing too strenuous, but it is the highest point within the city of San Diego around 1600 feet :)

enjoying the 360 view of the city at the top :) 

After dominating that hike, we obviously needed to replenish the calories lost, so we grabbed frozen yogurt on the way home. After relaxing for a while, we made a quick trip to another mall before grilling up some hamburgers and making arrangements to catch our flight the following day. We arrived back home Monday early afternoon and were greeted once again by this damn frozen tundra of a state. Today is Wednesday and due to yet ANOTHER blizzard this afternoon, the kids were released early out of school and we were homebound for the day. I won't complain too much, because our traveling adventures are not quite over yet... We leave again this weekend for a banking convention in Hawaii :) I am going to miss the kids like crazy, but technology these days helps with that and again, I know they will be in good hands. Can't say I will miss this weather, however! 

a week i'd rather move on from....

If I think back to the last 7 days and what this household/homestead/family has been through, I actually start laughing. It's all I can do because we've seen it all.

Illness, check! Death of a beloved pet? Check! Vehicle breakdown on side of the road? You bet! Illness again? Ohhhh yes! Another snowstorm? Well obviously....
Seriously, I can't make this stuff up! This really has been our week but thankfully, we are trucking our way through it one day at a time and we have for the most part, been able to remain positive. We've had a virus circling through and thankfully it was super quick, but apparently a few days later when you think you are healthy you get another dose of it... Ryder is home sick from school today with stomach issues--my poor toilets!! And on Valentine's day evening (sometime during the night) my quarter horse Starr passed away. It was super sad and the minute Max walked into the house I already knew what had happened just by the look he had on his face. Starr was old, and was definitely starting to show signs of her aging, but the extremes that this winter has thrown at us really made it miserable for her. It was hard for her to get around in the deep snow and ice that kept accumulating so in a way, I felt relief knowing she is currently in a green pasture somewhere covered in apple trees for her to munch on all day long :) As for the vehicle breaking down, it is currently in the shop getting fixed, so I am told.

Okay, so like I mentioned, not the best week for the Johnson crew but we are hoping for better (and warmer!) days ahead... On Wednesday, we get to see our little babe for our 20 week ultrasound, and Friday morning we head to San Diego  for a long weekend with our good friends. I will get SUPER anxious right before our flights because I do worry about traveling without the kids, but at the same time, I am ready for a little vacation. It's calling for mid 70's while we are there and I think I may go in shock when I feel what 70 degrees feels like. My body just doesn't remember that kind of heat! Soon after we return, we leave yet again to Honolulu, Hawaii for a banking convention. We feel so blessed to have these opportunities during such a relentless wint
er, and we know that after baby #3 comes, we likely won't be getting away anytime soon, so we are going to take advantage of these vacations while we can! Facetime and Skype will be my pick-me-ups when I am missing home and the little ones! I know they will be in good hands and are going to have so much fun hanging out with all of their favorite people!

                                              

                                                                On to greener pastures, starr bella boo :) 

....this is how I know it's been a couple years since I was pregnant last

I can tell it's been a while since Max has been the husband to a pregnant wife. Last night, while chatting together on the couch doing a little trip planning, Max looked down and noticed there was a popsicle stick sitting in my lap, in addition to the one I was currently sucking away on.
Let me remind you, it's not warm here in the slightest and I may or may not have put some cozy socks and a big sweatshirt on just so I could comfortably eat my popsicle(s) without freezing.
He stared at me for a long time before saying, "It's like you're prepping for a craft project for Ryder or something with all the popsicles you've been collecting these days!" and burst out laughing. Then he quickly got up and made his way off the couch and out of my reach for his own safety.
Men.
To my defense, they are "organic fruit" popsicles and for whatever reason, I want them every night around 8pm. What baby wants, baby gets :)
Speaking of baby, we are still trucking along in a timely fashion. Tomorrow makes 18 weeks, and exactly 2 weeks until our next ultrasound. We've decided not to find out the gender at the ultrasound, but we may have the tech jot down the baby's gender (if she's able to see it!) in a card and seal it in an envelope for us where we will hopefully be able to open a couple days later while in San Diego with some of our closest friends. We'll see what happens!

honesty, and a much needed reminder...

Confession: Somewhere between last week and early this week, I will admit, I was losing it, people.
I know you are all thinking, weren't/aren't we all? This winter has been so draining. I'm not a huge fan of winter to begin with but this one has been unbearable. Trying to get outside to "play" with a toddler has been nearly impossible and being pregnant and already having my fair share of falls so far complicates things a bit more when it comes to moving around outside on the icy conditions. So, my body misses it's precious vitamin d (along with adult beverages, and lots of them, but thats a whole different story).
Anyway, I've been fearing winter ever since I decided to make staying at home a 'permanent' thing for the time being. Summer at home with the kids? Yes please! Fall? Absolutely! Winter.....Eh, not so much. Add to that fear the fact that we have been homebound and shut in for a huge part of this winter due to ridiculously below zero temps/wind chills and countless blizzards, etc and things get ugly.

Anyway, between hormones and hell for weather, I became the mom no one enjoys being around. I felt like I was a broken record, always repeating myself, snapping at my kids more than usual (especially Ryder, who really gave us a run for our money the last week or so -- I'm happy to say that he is improving and working his way back to his easy-going self now) and just plain unhappy. I began resenting being home all the time (and trust me, usually I LOVE being in the comfort of my cozy little home!) and more than anything started feeling sorry for myself. Sorry for the fact that I stay home and make conversation all day with a two year old and clean up the same messes every single day and stare at a pile of laundry that never seems to disappear no matter how many loads I do in a day. Sound familiar?! I would be willing to bet that anyone who is home with their kids for an extended amount of time does, at one point or another, wonder if this is really worth it. Thankfully, I am able to have these conversations with Max and he's usually able to cheer me up. He really is my biggest supporter and I never worry about him misunderstanding me. He knows that I am not ungrateful for the opportunity to stay home and not work right now, he just knows that at the moment I was overwhelmed.

My chats with Max helped, and we also took a couple hours to ourselves over last weekend to grab some groceries before the next day's blizzard, and also to go out to eat. (Quite the racy date, huh? :)) I also made a point to workout almost everyday this week, because I knew it would boost my mood but I still felt like I needed something else. It was then that I remembered a book that I cherish and was recommended to me a long time ago by a dear friend. The book is called "Out of the Spin Cycle: Devotions to Lighten Your Motherload" by Jen Hatmaker. I knew exactly which chapter I needed and went to it right away. The chapter that spoke most to me this time (I have went back and read different parts of this book repeatedly over time) was titled, "Greatness, Credit, and Other Myths of Motherhood". The entire chapter is about 'serventhood' and how it relates to being a mom. You see, when I became a SAHM, I began to think that only I could perform certain tasks the right way, because I now 'managed' this family day to day. This is so not true friends. My husband and I have been a team since day one. Just because I stay home doesn't mean that I am superior to him regarding how things need to get done around here. Also, my husband's life didn't magically become 'better' or 'easier'  just because he "gets" to go to work everyday, with other adults, in normal work clothes, with a quiet office to think in..... You get the point! I was feeling resentment and I was subconsciously taking it out on those around me.  Luckily, after reading my little chapter I resolved to end the week on a brighter note. No one wants to be around a crabby mama! As you can probably tell, I love this book to pieces. I haven't read her other material (yet) but I plan to eventually. She is a christian author, so you may or may not agree with everything she writes about, but I promise that as a mother you will likely find at least one chapter (or 5) that speak to you in this book ;)